It's amazing that my mindset can change that much in such a short time. I've been cringing at my ignorance and obnoxiousness in past posts I've read and was mesmerized on how terrible my grammar was.
I remember abusing the word "YOLO" and "SWAG" and them becoming part of my daily vocabulary, but now I absolutely despise using them. I find them useless and immature, and only use them for comedic purposes. for 4th and 5th grade, I've been using them and now, I have an entirely different opinion on them. It truly is amazing how much you can change it such short notice.
I remember feeling "superior" amongst my classmates, but nowadays I usually think of myself lower than them. Hell, I'll admit about having "dark" thoughts and going through emotionally tough times. I even remember almost losing my faith in God, commonly asking the question "Where are you!?"
I always reassure myself however, that God is there and he is with me, and that times will get better. So far, I have not been wronged, and I don't want your scientific thoughts on why he doesn't exist. So shut it.
6th grade, despite the hard times, has been the best to me. I have improved in all aspects such as mentally, physically and spiritually. I can write outstandingly, and work diligently. My vocabulary has improved tenfold and I'm "up with the times."
I will be graduating soon, and I want to make the absolute most out of the last of my days. Some of my classmates may have noticed that I've been doing unexpected things such as hugging strangers. That is an example of my attempt to make the most. I want to make everything I have left memorable, because I know I will miss this school so much. This blog is also one of those attempts, because this is the first time I'm dedicating myself to write about my experiences. It's an outlet of my emotional stress also. So, expect much from this because I will also expect much from myself.
"The path of heaven lies through miles of clouded hell." - Imagine Dragons
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